A while ago I got what I thought would be the text message that my instructor had promised to send after it was done.

But, no. An emergency elsewhere meant a delay until early next week. I am trying to tell myself it doesn’t really matter and that it doesn’t mean anything will change, but of course something is whispering at the back of my mind, telling me to ask more questions, search for more answers on the Internet, and so on.

But I am pretty sure its just fate really, really expressing its dislike of me.